restless.

this is a feeling i have more times than not.

i get restless when things are changing, or when i want things to change faster. i get restless at my desk during the day at my desk thinking about all the other things i could be doing. i get restless when my heart wants something so badly i would give just about anything to have it.

Matthew 6:33-34English Standard Version (ESV)

33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

Romans 8:28-29English Standard Version (ESV)

28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good,[a] for those who are called according to his purpose. 29 For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.

it is human nature right? we want what we want. what does it truly mean to want what God wants more? what does that even look like?

i think me being a dreamer aids  my restlessness. i found this quote the other day & i loved it.

You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream

 CS Lewis  

praying for patience today. praying to enjoy where i am at no matter what.

                                           cheers,

                                         mrs. estes